It saddens me that I don’t update this blog very often (which I promised myself that I will at the beginning of the year). The truth is I have been keeping drafts in my work email but I never was able to publish them. I hate how I’m like this, getting all excited/inspired/motivated at the thought of doing something new/doing what I want but when the time comes that I need to execute the action, I’m nowhere to be found. It’s like being dead inside, y’know? I feel like I can never do anything that will make me happy. I’m always trying to find a way to bring myself back ‘cause I know I could be better than all this. ‘Cause I know this isn’t who I am.
Well I have a lot of plans for the next coming weeks and it starts with a haircut later this afternoon. I need for all my plans and all my ‘things to do’s to happen. I’m gonna make something work.
I need to try harder.
