January 2010
25 posts
Jan 30th
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i should seriously stop it with the luxury drinks.
didn’t do much last night, i was tired from work anyway, so i just enjoyed coffee on a cold evening: how could there be so much beef in starbucks? manbeef barista, that is. hahaha. honey orange mocha love. made me feel all giddy. they played such great heights (acoustic) and soul meets body. silver city really has the best branch — trees, quiet neighborhood, dimmed lights, mcdo...
Jan 30th
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i love my girl friends!
Jan 30th
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Jan 27th
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WHINE AND DINE?
wow. this day was just.. ugh. here are a few points: i had too much food again.. mango shake, beef and mushroom jamaican patty, strawberry-filled donut, two slices of pizza and half of a venti espresso frappe. just as expected, everybody at work told me i was fat, ugly, had messy hair and a big stomach. just before getting off work, i felt the urge to cry, so i did. the tears flowed for like a...
Jan 27th
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I DON'T KNOW HOW TO DANCE!
my childhood best friend from where i used to live sent me a text yesterday asking me if i wanted to go out and party in a club. i replied with a “yes” two seconds after reading her message. it’s been almost four years since i last saw her and her sister so i got pretty excited! it’d be fun to compare what we were like before, running around playing langit at lupa, to what...
Jan 22nd
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la-la-la-la-la
       special occassions excite me. i had every right to be girly last saturday when we attended the wedding of my second cousin at the lake shore in pampanga. i have never been so excited in my life since junior prom (what a loser!). yes it was a bit far (nothing beats my aunt’s wedding in the bell house in baguio 12 years ago. ha.) and traffic was sooooo bad along balintawak but the...
Jan 20th
Jan 19th
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the worst feeling in the world
you know it’s there and it won’t go away, not in the next hour or two, at least. it’s just sitting there somewhere, in your head or your heart, bringing out every miserable part of you. you want to leave but you really can’t go anywhere. you want it to stop but when it does, you know it’ll just come back another time. if there’s nothing wrong with me, then there...
Jan 19th
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there's no comfort in the waiting room
okey. this is really starting to annoy me. whatever. we have nothing in common, anyway. it’s done. kkthxbye.
Jan 18th
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Last Saturday
was spent with carol, bruce, trudy, ally, graciel and ruby in cubao. i saw arianne there too and met some tumblr peoples. had a few drinks and a whole lot of kwento, then i went straight to work..what a pain! i missed these guys. i finally get to have my days-off on saturdays again. hooray.
Jan 14th
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sounds like a plan.
i think i finally learned my lesson, thanks to this conversation i had yesterday. reality isn’t always a bad thing just because what you actually expected never happened. sometimes it will give you some answers too (even if it’s not really what you were wanting to hear), and one thing is always better than nothing. all i have to do is be patient and learn how to understand. i need to...
Jan 13th
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retail therapy..until when?
i hate it when i am forced to spend money on things i don’t really need just so i’d feel better after having a bad day. my wild mood swings are not helping out either. i’m starting to think how i managed to stay sane back when i didn’t have a job and some money to buy these things. so, how did i do it? hmm. i love paydays.
Jan 10th
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somebody's having the worst day ever.
i hate how i never seem to have a perfectly good day. why can’t i keep myself happy even for just a couple of hours? today was one of the worst. i gave up on a lot of things, some people and myself. i thought i did the right thing. how could i be so stupid? i guess it will never be about honesty, or saying what you really feel.. people will always hide behind closed doors, nobody will ever...
Jan 9th
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FAT.
today, everybody at work told me i was fat.. i heard it like 87 times.
Jan 8th
empty sky.
stop acting like you’re there. you were never there.
Jan 6th
Jan 4th
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Christmas Village
i usually just have coffee with my BFFs during my days-off but yesterday, me and ruby decided to check out the meralco christmas village. after having some cheap ass (but incredibly awesome) fried noodles in st. francis (weekly dose) and a bottle of alcopop in a 7/11 along emerald, her mom and dad picked us up and we went to the said place. aaahh.. i’m such a sucker for pretty christmas...
Jan 4th
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New Year's Eve.
spent the 31st of of December with Ruby and her cousins. absolut kurant, lots of pictures, karaoke, a couple of sparklers, girly hair and two tables of good food. i think a lot of people are expecting for this year to be better. it’s already day three and i’m working on it. will update with a resolutions post maybe tomorrow.good luck to everybody! HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! :D ...
Jan 2nd
“OH MY GOD, FORGIVE ME FOR WHO I’M NOT”
– (via putographer)
Jan 2nd
Jan 2nd
“I RUIN MY OWN PERFECTLY GOOD MOOD.”
Jan 1st
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old and new things for the new year.
after getting off work earlier today, i went to straight to the nearest mall in search of the perfect planner. SM department store and shopwise had ugly, bulky and expensive ones. i was able to buy a red planner (right size, not too bulky, only 159php) at national bookstore with a matching red pen. i wished they had it in pink cause i’m not really a big fan of the color red. i dont even have...
Jan 1st
good times.
let’s do this again.
Jan 1st
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crazy taxi.
i envy cab drivers. if i were given a chance to be anybody for a day, i’d be a cab driver. imagine all the stories they hear everyday. awesome.
Jan 1st
December 2009
2 posts
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work.
i don’t really know why i’m still here. today would actually be my last day at work if i had not decided to retract my resignation (which i had been planning since september). i’m not sure why in just a number of minutes, i decided to stay for another couple of months. well, i do have reasons..  it’s 10 minutes away from where i live. the sleeping quarters —...
Dec 31st
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two-oh-one-oh!
holiday seasons freak me out. the new year is here and it’s scary. last night i decided to not spend new year’s eve with my family and if i did, it would actually be the first time i’ll be spending it with my dad (not that i was thrilled or anything). i just didn’t want to. besides, my mom and i got into this fight last christmas eve and we still haven’t made up yet....
Dec 31st